Hydrogen - Day 4 - Throne of Cancer
- Mati
- Jan 14
- 2 min read
We remember at the Round Table.
The circle is activated and consciousness takes shared form. Twelve positions surround the center and sustain a living geometry. Here a natural order is established: an alliance of perception that opens a new state of consciousness. The archetypes of being arrange themselves to recalibrate the origin of the philosopher’s stone, the one that aligns mind, heart, and action to manifest heaven on earth.
At the center of the circle, Excalibur defines the axis and marks the north. During this cycle, its form is expressed as Hydrogen. That is the substance we are ordering. The first particle of the stone appears as a sensitive architecture, ready to be observed and adjusted from the different points of view offered by the wheel of the twelve.
Today we share the point of view of memory. The throne of Cancer opens the fourth position and directs the gaze toward water as an internal record. From this seat, Hydrogen is revealed as a carrier of emotional information, like the ocean that holds the traces of everything that has been lived. What was ignited, rooted, and articulated now finds memory. The Hydra unfolds its heads like rivers flowing from the same spring. Each current carries the story of the origin. Each memory sustains the continuity of life.
Hydrogen inhabits amniotic fluid, tears, and lymph. When observed from the throne of Cancer, the origin finds the capacity for recording, sensitivity, and protection. The impulse becomes refuge. Expansion organizes itself as an inner home. Excalibur calibrates the particle when mind, emotion, and body align along a single axis of clear memory.
A candle is lit before you as a reflection of the center. Its flame reveals the state of the inner water and accompanies the fine adjustment of the particle. By holding the gaze, memory is ordered and the fourth face of the philosopher’s stone is polished. Hydrogen becomes recorded. The wheel continues its conscious rotation.
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Thus, today we carry out this task:
Mind — Focus
Hold internally a single affirmation throughout the entire practice: “I am cleansing the memory of the origin within me.” Allow the mind to remain receptive and serene on this point.
Emotion — Cleansing with the candle
Place a lit candle in front of you. Observe it in silence for at least three complete breaths. Let the flame dissolve emotions associated with the past: attachment, nostalgia, guilt. Emotion is ordered through cleansing.
Action — Integration in the body
Pour a glass of water. Hold the glass between your hands and say: “I am Hydrogen that remembers.” Repeat it three times, with awareness. Drink the water slowly, integrating clean memory into your body.
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Alchemical seal
I am the new state of consciousness.
Avra Kehdabra — I create as I speak.





I am cleansing the memory of the origin within me. Thank you for this deep healing.
So much appreciation and gratitude to all that make this possible for us to follow, heal, connect and remember. Thank you
Love these Rituals. Love gazing the candle. I am Hydrogen that remembers. Thank you Mati/Ghan🫶🙏
What hydrogen remembers seems like a distant memory in time but when recalled it becomes the present, some doors are closed, others open to reorient the focus and the lens filter...
I am hydrogen that remembers
Love this one.
Need to know more about the Hedra.